Thursday, August 28, 2008

My Last Teachers' Day at EPPS

Today is my last time celebrating Teachers' Day at EPPS. I enjoyed it quite alot and it was full of laughter and sorrow (maybe not). This morning, we surprised Mr. Lee with a BANG! it was so fun! Mr. Lee was so touched by us and he was quite patient actually, considering that he was supposed to wait for us to be ready before we allowed him to enter the classroom. Although we weren't ready for it, the whole process was still okay with Dawn and SQ's lead. I gotta say, they are the best partners I had ever seen. Such teamwork is really amazing.
Later that day, I witnessed the "Beheading Ceremony of WXY". It was funny and quite interesting, the way Mdm. Aini uses the toy sword to "behead" WXY. Reaven's finger got slammed by the door and he was in great pain. He said that he saw stars and he saw a white light, like those you would see when you are dying... He went to the toilet and vomited. So disgusting and he even told me that he thought that he was gonna die! Dramatic much!
A few days ago, I recieved a letter from 大姆指and I was told that I won two complementary tickets to watch "Space Chimps". I think that I am going to watch it on Sunday or some other time, if the movie is still in cinemas of course!
Today is one of the best days of my life. I will remember it forever. I hope that I will be able to come back to EPPS in the future. I will come back to the place which holds my fondest memories every year to visit my dearest teachers. Wishing all teachers a happy teachers' day! EPPS 万岁!

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

Are there words that I can use to describe weirdness? I had this weird dream yesterday night and I woke up feeling funny all over. And I felt all numb like I was stung by bees (I always dream of getting stung by bees in a deserted place).
I always had weird dreams and sometimes, I get the dreams once or twice. Sometimes, the dreams will repeat and repeat and repeat. Do you know that you can continue your dreams after being woken up? I tried it once. It was in the middle of the night when I dreamt of something that I liked alot and then I woke up to go to the toilet. After that, when I went back to sleep, I thought hard about that dream and it was continued till morning. My dreams were weird as they never existed. But this time, it was far too weird.
The worst thing is that the dream I had is related to my thoughts. I don't know what I am thinking of but I don't care. I just hope that whatever happened in my dream will never happen again. Although it wasn't a nightmare, it was scary so I don't wish to continue whatever thoughts I had...

Sunday, August 24, 2008

I went to watch 'Meet Dave' on Saturday night and it was so funny! That sissy number four guy was rockin'! He was so funny with those girly moves and those funny stunts. It was really funny. We laughed all the way to the end. My house was near Downtown East so I managed to get there with an umbrella. I enjoyed it alot and it was really worth it to watch that show.

I am so dead. My Chinese Compo is so short! One page only leh! Plus, Reaven kept shaking his legs. So irritating and annoying. It was distracting me and I almost couldn't finish my compo. Tomorrow is my Science paper. Wish me luck!

Saturday, August 23, 2008

Now, I am getting mad. I am SO NOT going to share anymore of my secrets with anyone (except Kira) anymore! Faithy and Hannah are like teasing me cos' I told them a little 'secret'. I don't actually find it funny at all, but they do! When I do something that is related to that secret, they start to tease me. It is NOT FUNNY! Now that I have learnt my lesson, I am never ever ever going to share my secrets with anyone (except Kira) anymore!

I found something that is really extremely not funny. It is a serious matter and I need your help. My parents are going to send me to NJC if I have a chance to go there. I don't wanna go there. I wanna go to Dunman High. They said that I am 'blessed' with good luck that I could get into the second round of the test. It was an intervew and I just had it last week. It was horrible. I don't wanna go to NJC, I wanna go to Dunman. If you can, please just help me!!! I am desperate to go to Dunman even if I am not chosen to go there. I just don't wanna go to NJC, okay?

Thursday, August 21, 2008

Swimming ashore

I have swam ashore! I am now free from my troubles and I can finally concentrate on my studies and PSLE instead of thinking about the things that aren't going to happen. I have learnt to forget about unhappy things through my online play therapy.
Relaxation not only helps to calm your mind, it also can brainwash you. I relaxed too much so I had to revise harder so as to prevent myself from forgeting my facts.
There was the prelims just now. It was the English compo that I liked best. I wrote about my family being rich and wealthy at first, then one stormy night, my dad recieved a call from his colleague and then he found out that he lost to the rival company and he was going to become bankrupt. Then we moved to a new home just because we sold our bungalow and had to pay my dad's debt. We sold all our clothes except for one or two then one day when I came back from school, nobody was at home. I approached the kitchen then I saw a note on the fridge. It was written by my mother. It said:
Dear sweetie,
I have arranged for you to be adopted by a rich family. I hope you will understand that we had our difficulties. I hope that you will be happy with your new home. I brought Joy (my sister), with me as I hate to say goodbye. Take care, okay? Bye.

Your beloved,
Mum
Then my new mother came and wanted to bring me to my new home. I grabbed my beloved teddy bear and left the house. As I was leaving, I saw my mother peeping from behind. When she noticed me, she ran away. I shouted and called for her but she just kept running. So sad. Damn dramatic lor!
I have to go now, writing more next time. Bye!

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

Teal Green




You Are Teal Green



You are a one of a kind, original person. There's no one even close to being like you.

Expressive and creative, you have a knack for making the impossible possible.

While you are a bit offbeat, you don't scare people away with your quirks.

Your warm personality nicely counteracts and strange habits you may have.

I tried this test and although it was weird, I find it quite correct actually. Still, nice test.

The same thing

I don't want the same thing to happen again. I don't want. Last time, I had a traumatic experience before and now, this! I don't want it to happen, not to me. Can somebody tell me what to do? Please? Faithy, can you help me this once before I fall into the ocean again? I don't wish to keep thinking about it, I don't want to. I just want to be back into my normal state, my happy state, not the depressing one...


I am NOT stressed out because of my exams but I just can't concentrate! Please, someone help! Help!

Can someone help me? I don't want to fall into the ocean and try to swim up the shore again. It was difficult to keep myself afloat, do you know that? Even if you don't, it doesn't matter anymore. I have decided to try and seek help...

一传十,十传百

Now I finally know how word spreads. 一传十,十传百。It spreads like a wild fire that is out of control. I don't know why but somehow, it just gets going. It goes on and on and sometimes it never stops.
This morning, I was pushed by QXY. It was during recess when she was trying to open her locker. She said, angrily, "Move it, Jing Ying." Then, she pushed me. Hannah and Faithy witnessed the incident as they joined the queue. They were like angry that QXY did such a thing to me. They didn't seem to be too bothered about it and they walked off.
Later that afternoon, when the school bell was about to ring, Hannah told Dawn and SQ that I was pushed by QXY that morning. Then the word started to spread. Dawn and SQ asked me how I was pushed and stuff like that and a few minutes later, Nat and Elysia started asking me the same thing. Now do you see what I mean?
I have to go now, going to bathe soon. Then next comes my dinner. BTW, I found Jesseca Liu's blog. I posted the website on the link side. If you are interested, just click on the link. Bye!

Monday, August 18, 2008

PSLE abcs

My PSLE Oral Exams are finally over! But now, I still have to get past my Prelims before I am ready for my PSLE. So bad! But the good thing is, I get to use the computer even during exam periods! Isn't that just wonderful?
Today's prelim was so damn easy. Laura didn't even need to pay attention to it! Although it seems easy, I am still very insecure about how much I get. I hope that I will be able to score 280 and above for my coming PSLE. You might think that it is very silly, but that's my goal, I can't change it and so can't you.
Good news to me! Danny Phantom is coming back on 30th August. I hope that I will be able to watch it... If I have time, I will continue to upload more Danny Phantom episodes.
I hope that Mr. Lee won't know about this blog. Why? Cos' I don't want everyone to know about this blog. I won't stop you if you tell, cos' that's your mouth and that's how you speak, so I have no rights to sotp you from talking.
I have to go and continue with my revision. Have to go now, bye!

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

My diary

Yesterday, my sister told me that she opened up my diary.

SHE OPENED UP MY DIARY! She said that she read everything inside the diary. How evil!!! She said that she read most of the posts and now she is going to tell the whole world about it! Luckily, she didn't read my latest ones. Well, she read half of it but the rest, she gave up. She told me that she was spotted by my grandfather when she was coming to the juciest part of all. Lucky that the juciest part is still unread.

Actually, I don't really mind her reading my secrets anyway, those were of the past and the present is present. I don't remember much about what I wrote inside anymore, really. All is fair in hate and war, wait, or was it love and war. Never mind. Anyway, for those who want to learn my secrets through my diary, think again! Although I said that I don't mind anyone learning them, but I still have to keep my secrets safe, okay? And that means no letting you open my diary, Jing Kai. And I mean it.

Too bad to those who are dying to know everything about me. But I will be careful, and very careful indeed...

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

Dirty Little Secret???

Tell you guys something:
If you think I have a dirty little secret, then you are wrong. Even if I have a secret, it is not dirty at all, okay?

Do you know how different I am from other people? Some people don't want to be alone and choose to be with others but for me, on the other hand, is someone who chooses to be alone sometimes. I can be straight forward and sarcastic sometimes but most of the time, I would rather be someone who gives good comments.

What if you wished upon a star and it never came true after many many years? What if you decided to change the wish but then you realise that your wish came true already? It would be a tough decision if you had to choose between the thing you'd always wished for and the new wish. Will it be yes or no, will it be true or false, will you want to have both or just one? It is a tough decision to make and somehow you just want everything to go out fine!

It is easy to break a heart but never easy to mend it.


You can never mend a broken heart. Even with the best glue on earth. Even if you could, there would always be a scar left behind ... ... ...