Happy Birthday to Faith

Happy birthday to dear Faithy! Last Friday was Hannah's birthday and today is Faithy's turn. hope she likes the prezzie I gave her. I made a blog for my sister just now. I edited the blog skin, with help from Faithy as well, and made her a very nice blog. I used all the information I know and I edited her profile. So nice! I hope that she will be grateful and stop bothering me soon.

Do you like my new blog skin? Nice right? I know it looks a bit childish but luckily it captures attention and actually fits the theme of my blog. Sorry Faithy about the blog skin you helped me with. I thought this was cute that's why I copied and pasted it. Sorry for wasting your effort Faithy, hope you won't mind.

I won't be able to chat with you guys for a while. I have to study and revise for my coming Mid terms. I promise that I will chat with ou more often, okay? Don't blame me for ignoring you 'cause I am quite busy here. I have to go and revise more. Buh-bye!

The truth

Here's a song I call, THE TRUTH. It is inspired by one of my stories. I think it might sound a bit weird so, try to bear with it.

When I found out the truth,
I was as shocked as you
I didn't know why
I was chosen.

When I found out the truth,
I was as sad as you
I didn't know that
I had to go...

Chorus:
I found out about you,
I found out about them,
I found out the truth,
The truth behind all this
I found out the truth,
I found out about me
I knew I was dumb,
But that isn't the way
To treat me.

This isn't right,
This isn't fine
This isn't as fine as it seems

This isn't great,
As great as it looks like
And I shall thank you
For waking me up.

When I found out the truth,
I was as scared as you.
I didn't know why I had this reaction
But I guess it was natural

It was you who had betrayed me,
It was you who had blamed me
All along...
All along...

Chorus x2

2nd Chorus:
This isn't true
It isn't you
This is just crap,
Like the trash in the can

This isn't true
It isn't you
This is just rubbish,
Like what you find in the can

2nd Chorus...(fadin' away)

Hope you like this angry song. It really does sound weird when you sing it. No music, so don't blame me. I hope you like it. Remember to leave footprints...

Music

I just added some music to my blog. I guess you might say that it is not that nice but at least I tried... By the way, if you don't like it, it is on the left of the blog so you might need to scroll down the page to view it.
I wonder how people pass messages, they pass them so quickly! I mean, just a few days ago, I put my blog address on the tag board but messages passed on so quickly! I didn't know how messages are passed around but they sure are fast!
The oral examinations were terrible! I was stuttering and stammering! I didn't know what else to say. I couldn't crack jokes and I wasn't great at talking. It sounded weird when I spoke to the teacher. It was so bad! I didn't know that what I said was so horrible until the whole thing ended. I want to get good grades for my PSLE and I practised so hard but in the end, my oral was horrible!
I have to shut the computer down now, I will write more on my blog and play more games. I have to go. Bye!

A song dedicated to Faithy and friends

A little song dedicated to dear Faithy and friends.

Unwanted Changes

There was this change in you,
A great change in you
Your character,
Your mind.
You were just
Someone
I never knew

Chorus:
There were changes,
Unwanted changes.
Those changes that made you
Someone Else
There were changes,
Unwanted changes.
Those changes that made you
Not like you.

Those influences
Those that made you
Who you are
Not like you
You're influenced

Chorus x2

You broke my heart,
Now I'm crying
You know the rest
You know what's best

(Music)

Chorus (Fading)

I know, the lyrics are kind of short and all that but I didn't have any more time to write the rest so I anyhow write. Sorry, Faithy.

The Shadow Inside

Here's a song I wrote which starts with the chorus. It is kind of depressing but I still think that it is quite nice. Hope you don't find it too depressing.

The Shadow Inside Me

Chorus:
There's a shadow,
A shadow inside
I don't know how
I don't know why
There's this shadow
A shadow inside
I don't want it inside me
I don't want
A Shadow Inside

Is there this feeling
A feeling inside me
Is there this thing
A thing inside me

I don't want this shadow
I don't want it to be
With me...

(Music)

Chorus x2

Always this shadow
Restricting my actions
Going over my conscience

There is a feeling
A very strange feeling
There is nothing wrong
I guess...

Chorus

All this while
There's a shadow inside

Did you like my song? I hope you did. Although it is a bit depressing, I think that I am made to write depressing songs or something like that. I think that I should be writing something for Faithy now. I shall end this post.

No one knows

This song is the one that I promised that I will post on the blog. Here's the lyrics:

No one knows
Exactly...
No one knows
Who I might be

I am the only orphan
In this world,
The only orphan
Available.

No one knows
Exactly...
No one knows
How I could be

Chorus:

No one has seen my other side,
No one has found the greater side of me...
No one has seen.

No one has seen the other side,
No one has seen the wilder side of me...
No one has seen.

Greater times,
Greater worlds,
In 80 days,
Impress a girl.

Everyone knows
No one goes
Everyone tries
No one gets it right

Chorus x2

No one knows
Exactly...
No one knows
What's into me...

4th Post...

Today is such a bad day! Just kidding! Today was great. Just now, I had a plate of my favourite fried rice for lunch and now I get to use the laptop! So happy! Tommorrow, I will have my mother tongue oral examinations and the day after that, it will be my english oral examinations. So scary!
Today I went to the computer lab for my first lesson. I had a chance to learn about blogging and how to keep my blog going. Most importantly, I learned how to change my blog template. All thanks to Faithy, I learned a great number of things. Also thanks to my teacher, r. Lee. He was the one who brought the class to the computer lab.
I wrote a new song today, again. But I won't be able to put it on this blog yet as I just started only. Sorry but no choice 'cause no time. But I promise that I will post the song in the blog some day when I have time. I have to go and practise for my oral now. Byebye!

3rd Post

There's going to be Oral Examinations tomorrow! I feel so nervous!!! Although it is just the Midterms, I still feel very nervous! I can't speak well or better than last year for my english but that's the part where I do well! I can't miss school or escape from this examination! It can go on my record book! It also helps me to score well and get into a good school next year! I feel so nervous!!! Tomorrow I am supposed to stay back after school and practise it well so that I can do better. Good luck to me for tomorrow. I will do my best no matter what happens!

2nd Post...

Here's a song I wrote when I was bored. Nothing to do so I drew and drew and drew but then I got bored so I wrote a song and I hope that everyone will like it:

The One and Only Friend

What I lost was a friend,
But he was a great friend.
He helped me inspite of my differences,
He was the only one who helped me,
Who helped me...

Chorus:
No one is like him,
No one acts just like him.
He was the one,
The one,
Who didn't mock at me.

What was wrong,
Why did I lose him,
I lost another friend.
A friend,
Who dared to talk to me.

What I lost was a companion,
But he treated me well.
He told me right from wrong,
He gave me encourages as well.
He was the only one who helped me,
Who helped me...

Chorus x2

What was wrong,
Why did I fail to save him,
I lost another friend,
Another friend,
Who dared to help me...

No one is like him,
No one acts just like him.
He helps with everything he can.

No one is like him,
No one acts just like him.
He does everything he can.

He does everything to help...

This song was inspired by my latest story. It made me think hard about what I did and how I could make myself better. I really liked this song but the first song I wrote was better than this like a hundred times. I hope all of you liked it. Although it doesn't have the sound in it, I still think it sounds good as long as it has the words.