Everything is not right.
The way I talk, the way I speak to other people,
The way I try to hide the facts but never succeed,
All these spells one word: WRONG
I have always been afraid that somehow,
One day I am going to become evil and that everything will change.
I will not let that happen,
But I know it is gonna come true.
One day, my spells aren't gonna work anymore,
You'll have to take care of yourselves.
But I'll always be there by your side,
You know I will be.
My world has always been bizarre,
Everything has always been weird ever since that day,
The day I knocked my head against that table,
The very same table I am using now.
I've tried my best to hide the facts.
But it never works, I can swear.
It never helps me,
I shed a tear,
It never makes me feel better.
I try to change back,
I try as I might,
But I just can't change anymore,
I can never change again,
That is a fact I can always remember.
Friends who will stay by your side,
What a joke,
Those who stand by you,
Are easy to provoke.
Their bad mood just makes you sad,
Upon seeing this,
They make you cry.
They use harsh comments like never before,
As you try to hide that sensitive soul.
To everyone whom reads this post,
My heart aches as never before,
I hope your friends will never make you cry,
Like they ever made me do,
I wish you luck in finding true friends,
Only those that never will hurt you again...
